State: ALabama
Country: USA
Member since: Feb 09, 2008
Last logged in: Nov 10, 2008
hi my name is seth and i am sixteen years old i am non verbal and i have autism
everyone in a family
you try to breach the silence barrier
to let people get to know you but its awful hard to
act sedate when you panic inside
i mostly want to tell people that we are apparently healthy
but maybe we are really sick and desperate for someone
to decipher all our symptoms and give us a treatment
that will ascertain our recovery and give us a chance to
bolt away from autism and be who we were born to be
we are autistic and sad to say real behaviorally challenged
we are normal in our minds and we are dominated by autism
we totally understand all that is said
highly autistic is actually not lost in autism
though autistic people seem lost
they are just trapped
like fog in the morning
it is trapped between places
mist and water
autism is like that
trapped between what we are and
what we are supposed to be
hard to look typical when we give bad impressions to others
we try peoples patience but we dont mean to
families just hope that others wont notice
but they do
desperate to say help and afraid at the same time
the second you get comfortable autism stares you in the face
and saw that you were somewhat typical then
slams you back into reality
totally happy to say that i do talk in my mind and one
day it will just leak out of my mouth and all will be amazed
glory to god
i will sing his praises loudly with my voice
i welcome any thoughts or questions
seth
god loving friend with autism
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Seth's Compositions
by Seth on 09.14.08 - public - 67 visits
Do you want to be a leader?
yes i want to potentially lead the world to the realization that people with autism are wasting their potential by starting a school for the gifted differently
we are aware of everything and want so desperately to kneel to actions that scare us
reasonably sure that we scare sedate people when we are acting out
i really want to say that i am drowning in dopamine
my sadness is at its peak when i lavish myself in boredom
foster dogmatic people to lend prosperity to find a cure for this most dreaded disorder
horrible sadness could be prevented by filling our community with people who would include us without exception
so lets forge ahead boldly
tell the long forgotten that they are important in society
hope to inspire people
thats how i plan to lead
seth
Comments(2)
shannonj
Posted on Sun, 14 Sep 2008
Seth, you inspire me....My son tells me that he is bored so often, but he also resists participating in almost everything that other children enjoy. I wish I could know how to reach the part of his mind that seems beyond me. I believe that there is so much more to him than most of us can even imagine....
Motherof4
Posted on Sun, 14 Sep 2008
Well, Seth, I think you're doing it. This is a good start, anyway. Keep writing!
